What did I learn?

 What did I learn ? 

What I got...

Was given or did I earn ? 

How much I did , in vain 

How much of it will worth 

How much work

Trying to catch that dream 

Trying to make it reality

Trying to remake me 

Trying to ignore my flaws 

How many times 

Life will come just to throw me to the ground 

How many of my rhymes 

Won't ever have a voice to make them sound 

How long will I be around ? 

Solving problems 

Writing poems 

Acting like I belong

While writing my own song 

How many will tell me where to go

When I'm sure that's not my way 

No... I won't go that way

I don't care what they say 

I follow my instinct 

My world is distinct 

Not everything is white or black 

I have much more than 50 shades of grey 

The weight of the world in my back 

Precious treasures 

Each smile given to me, and the ones I gave 

Precious memories

That I will carry to my grave 

Vikings

 Hear the thunder roar 

Black omen, crows in the sky 

Riders of the sea and storm

No place they belong 

Always ready to die

Listen to the drumms of war

Threat from afar

Heads will roll. Blood for the feast

Raise your axe, raise your fist

Odin blessed us 

For the Valkeries

For  Valhalha 

For Thor, god of thunder

For the chaos, and the flames

For violence, for the plunder

Fight, till you can't fight anymore

Untill your enemy don't breath 

Or your body lays dead in the floor

Bleed

Berserker rage, red eyes

Viking, warriors from the North 

Curse from the skies

Sons of the wolf

Fenreir give us strengh

To eat our enemies hearth

For Valhalha

War is our art

If today i die

 If today i die

Listen to my last request

Please, don't cry

Remember falling asleep in my chest

Remember this words

Left in a paper stained by my tears

Droped because of fears

Of not being able to give you proper goodbye

Don't ask why 

Or curse destiny

Remember that i lived

As happy as i could be

Remember to smile 

That's the best way to honor me

Remember conversations into the night 

My gentle whisper

Promissing everything will be alright

Wherever i may end

I will keep watching for you

I know i had promisses, but you will understand

Remember, you owe me to be happy too

If i don't wake up

Make it written in my grave

"Here rests a body

Here, only his dreams are dead

His soul, was always free

No sorry to give

Remember my words and my poems

And i will always live "

What if you fly?

I know sometimes everything seems so scary

And you just want to hide and cry

But remember ,life is temporary

We are just passing by

So ignore what others say

If you not happy where you are

Get up, make your way

If you can move on more step

You can do one more mile

If you can giggle

You can smile

And nothing can stop you

When you let nothing make you stop

Don't lose time with the past that has pass

Enjoy each tic of the clock

Don't waste other toc looking at the glass

Is ok to feel fear

Is ok to scream in rage

Is ok when you drop a tear

That spot the bottom of the page 

One month ...one year

But i assure you someday

You will open your eyes

See trough the sadness and lies

And everything will be okay

So don't care about what they say

If they don't make you smile

They don't deserve to make you cry 

Starve your fears

So they shall die

"Porque não és do tamanho da tua altura

Mas do tamanho dos teus sonhos"

You ain't the size of your height

But as big as your dreams

Because if you can dream it

You can make it real

What matter is what makes you feel :

Good...true...pure

There ain't no challange

That you can't edure

So look at the window...look at the door

You are not traped in this wall

Live can be so much more

I know, you cry

And ask : What if I fall.

But sweetheart; what if you fly?

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You are the moon

 You are the moon 🌚

You are the moon

Magic celestial creature in the sky

Showing yourself at the noon

Getting closer, yet so high

You show many faces, many phases

But there is a side no one see

Because there are things that you hide in your self

Parts of you meant to be mystery

You influence the tides

And have the power to shadow the sun

And when looks that you are finishing

Like a phoenix, you reborn, showing that the show as just begun

You are like the moon

So many secrets you keep

Bringing others sweet dreams to sleep

And so you will be sleeping soon

Vent

 You say that nothing lasts forever 

I say that nothing is in vain

After seeing us togheter

The World will never be the same

We bound trough love

Understanding each other pain 

I carry your feelings in my hearth 

Your constant tough in my brain

Like we were meant to meet from the start 

Like we been blessed and watched by a star

You are my muse, my poetry, my art

Imagining we would come so far

So fast.. I imagine breakfast in your bed and a kiss to wake up

You are beautiful as you are

You know Daddy will only mess your make-up

Nothing lasts forever...

I don't wanna lose time fearing a break up

Because it this is a dream don't let me wake up

If this is reality I don't want to fall asleep

You are mine, to care, to love

To mark, to keep

I had forgotten what was hope 

Untill I saw the light of your eyes

I forgot what truth was like

Untill you showed me a world with no lies

Our name written on our bodies, on the bark of a tree, in the skies

I will reach for you when you need me

Under the rain, walking for miles

I'm the chains that set you free

I know kitten never meet anyone crazier

But I'm this crazy for you too

All Daddy want is to see you smille

To see you again dreaming

The past as passed

This is a new beginning 

Whatever happens , I'm here to hug you, to understand

We can fight the world togheter

Calm baby, daddy will hold your hand

Daddy's Lust

 Intoxicated... Lost in lust for and with you...

A smile on my lips, your name on my hips, on my chest, near my heart...

Feeling deep inside my cells that you are poetry, we are art, the part that was missing. I drink between your legs as if it was the holy grail, clenching the thirst for eternity, I can defeat an army single-handed, if I have you with me, holding my other hand. 

Before you I stand, marked by the one I own, owned by the one I've marked. We have already walked so far, same way we just getting started. I lost myself in you...I found myself in you, same way I destroy and rebuild you under my artificer touch... 

The clock goes tic toc and I get mad... Because with each tic gets closer the time to leave for work and I crave you so bad.

With each toc I get a step closer to the door...and all I want is getting back to bed, both of us naked as before... I want to fuck you...make love to you till you can't move, until you forget what it was before... 

Then making you rest in my arms, before I have you some more. 

I want you to melt with me inside you, with you riding my face...

I want to cum inside you... On top of you..

In your mouth...all over the place.

We fuck each other like animals...like demons...just for after we love each other like angels...like gods..

We brake the natural balance and the planet rotation as our attraction is stronger than the earth and the moon...

I want to hold your hand on a walk in the park in the morning... And to mark my hand on your ass by the noon... 

I want to fuck you like no one before... Or after...could do. 

But I want to love you like no one could too.

The war within

 The war within ...

The dilemma sometimes rise in my chest

Because you are so perfect

And daddy wants to give you the best

My dark Dom side been so long surpress

That I don't realize how can releasing for you it can be

And all daddy want

It's his kitten to feel free

My love for you only raises more strong...each day

In my arms is where you belong

And where you are meant to stay

Sometimes my lips don't speak, but you understand what my eyes say

The more tigh I tie the knoots and put you to me...

The more relaxed you get...

And when I blindfold you...you are free

The marks in your skin, from how rough daddy has been

Are proudfull memories of my princess

Making her feel like a queen

My fingers marked in your body, my theets in your shoulder, my lips in your neck

Made you teared when done, but cum same time...

Made your hearth beat faster

And your pretty eyes shine

Made worth your day

And you don't even try to hide them...

You feel good because daddy marked you

The marks you so proudfully display

How daddy tagged you mine

After drive you insane with foreplay 

How calm you felt asleep in my arms

After I released your ties , and the aftercare...

I know sometimes I'm not there to hug you

And that's why I want to get you a teddy bear

A stuffie you can hug when day starts to scare

So you feel me there..

Even if I'm 1000miles away

A safehold to fall into the night

To give you the strengh to start a new day

To show and remember 

How much daddy wants you well

Just wish I could held it a bit

Just when i use my aftershave

So it would have my smell

Daddy got a kitten

Daddy got a kitten

Should be just another day that he would walk the road. with his mind lost in the void, and his gentile eyes empty vague

Should be just another day, where she would hide on the dark corners of the street. Not trusting anybody to aproach. She wasn't a stray, but been long time since she run away her home, and she was to be free. She didn't needed a owner.

Should be just another day, untill their paths crossed. He stoped and kneel to reach for her...
And the little kitten, that would normaly run strait away, got driven to his open hand, like pulled by a magnet, her body moving on it's own .
Daddy wasn't looking for a kitten , he never had one. He was used to be alone in his own darkness, darkness that could only be matched by that little kitty empty and scared eyes.

He grabbed her on his strong and gentle hands... And she, that wanted only to be free... Start wanting something else. Her freedom was there... While being hold .
Their eyes got a little glimps of light, reflex of each other.

None of them was looking for the other. They were just surviving another day... But they founded what they needed, not knowing they needed.

Was to be just another day in the run, but the little kitty that though she want to be free forever... Now stares at her image in the mirror, happy with her collar daddy gave .

Was just to be another day in the dark... But now daddy gets this silly kitten crawling his legs, calling his attention , resting in his lap.
And he pets her while reading the poems he made for his little

Is this how you own a kitten?
Daddy never had one...

Is this how you get a home?
The little kitten didn't remember how it felt like to belong somewhere... But she felt she belongs right on those big hands that touches her body softly till her fall asleep.

And daddy's look at her playing again , so proud of her little kitten, and she looks almost as proud of her collar.

The little ears up in the air, messing the house hope, just searching by his attention, by the promissed punishment for the misbehaving. Waiting for the firm grip of his hands and the affirmative voice that makes her neck shiver...

Was just to be another day... But was the best birthday surprise daddy ever had

Is this poetry?

Is this poetry?

Is it poetry?
The way I want to protect you with my wings
The way I want to make you smille
The way I want to hug you
Holding you so tight
That the fragments of your soul get back togheter

Is it poetry?
The way I feel
When I want to make you feel
How important you are
The way I feel important
When I make you feel happy
The way I get happy
When I make you feel important

Sounds like poetry
The sound of your giggle
And you smell like poetry to

I don't know what is like to touch poetry
But I believe it feels the same as touching your face
Playing with your hair between my fingers

Is it poetry?
Wanting to become a dream walker
To walk in your dreams and be togheter with you?
Or turning into an incubbus
And turn your lust into dreams

What's the color of a poem?
I'm sure it looks like the color of your eyes
Blended with the tone of your skin when you blush
To the touch of my fingers over your lips
Your hair is poetry
Every string are as a line, a poem fragmented in little bits

I don't know if this is poetry
Or if I have a problem

Is this poetry? Not sure...
But you are surely a poem

Pequena Nutria

Verdadera
En un mundo lleno de falsidad
No dejes q el mundo te cambie
Sigue sendo la luz q brilla en la oscuridad
La voz dulce q acalma la tempestad
Jugueton, como una nutria
Por vezes tudo va mal
Pero sabes q manana sera un mejor dia

Y se te perdes en ti misma
Te reencontras cerca de un rio
Como se la agua q lo llena
Pudera llenar el vazio
Pues sonrei
Tu sonrisa es tu arma
Q mata la tristeza
Q suena al oyido como una nana